Can It Be 2019 Already? Etc…

First day back at work is a mixed bag. I was so excited to get up and have something productive to do that included earning money. I got there so early I was locked out because I couldn't remember how to get into the building or shut off the alarm.  I had to get password …

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Morning Fog Blog

The morning blog session.  It's kind of refreshing.  Everybody is asleep, nobody to pester me for food or attention in general.  I realize that sounds terrible but c'mon people, you know, especially if you have kids, you just want some alone time every day to forget about that aspect of life.  Yes we love them, …

When Life Happens

DISCLAIMER: I wake this morning to write that special anniversary blog for a day that’s already passed and I’ll never get back.  This blog is not going to be that blog either as it turned out but it will come.  I woke up yesterday and tried to write it before deciding to go to the …

Hello Friday

***SEMI-GRAPHIC content in first paragraph Yesterday was my final appointment with plastics before the holidays.  I did not see my doctor; I saw his ARNP.  The right chest area--we'll call it Ground Zero-- has been collecting fluid since the original surgery on 11/12/18.  At first the fluid collection was terribly uncomfortable but over time I …

The List

Yesterday brought a few firsts for me and each one gives me different feels. 1. My sister started me a GoFundMe Page.  I had mixed feelings about this for a few reasons but those feelings did not surpass the great need we have at the moment so up it went.  The hardest thing for me is …

Mostly Random

Just a brief check in tonight. I had a brief but lovely visit with many people who are near and dear to my heart.  I am constantly reminded how loved I am and I sometimes get so angry that I wasted so many years hating myself because I feel I've missed out on so much. …